I stole that line from my cousin's blog, and she stole it when she found it somewhere. Haha.
Like I mentioned a few days earlier, I just turned a year older, and I haven't really been able to sit back, relax and reflect on my life, it's prupose, and what I've achieved so far. Now that I think about it, there were so many great moments, beautiful sadness, and who can ever forget uninevitable drama. Looking back on these memories, I have realized that I've come to a point in my life where I am supposed to be more mature, more grown-up, and very much wiser than I was before, yet I somehow seem to hold back just a bit because of certain things.
One thing's for sure...change has entered my life and took it by storm. They're not just minor changes, they're huge-ass, ginormous, semi-unexpected, and ever present type of changes.
A lot has happened since June 14, 2007. Who can forget New year's in tagaytay, an anniversary to remember, and the tears during March. If you try to asses the situation by weighing the pros and cons, I'd have to say that the start of this year was a little bit shaky.
What can I say, things just had to happen. And things will still continue to happen.
So I reflected...and I still reflect...and I ask myself right now...
Question #1: "Trina, what do you feel?"
Answer: I miss. I am nostalgic. I am a little bit hung-over and just a tad discombobulated.
Due to the changes, there are so many things I miss.
I miss my friends.
I most especially miss talking to you.
I just feel that it's been so long since we sat down, had coffee or skyflakes and just pour our heart out to each other. I miss those days when we would just look at each other and instantly know what was going on :)
I used to tell you everything...instantly :D I feel that ever since the break-up it's been very hard for me to open up to you and I can't even explain why. I can try, and I'm sure I would be able to one way or another...but not now I guess.
I love you still :) And I know that it's going to be hard for me to tell you this because we don't really do this shit. hahaha.
Enough of that :)
Here are other things that I miss (I added a few, but these were stolen from Lian as well):
*Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.
*Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'
*'Race issue' meant arguing about who ran the fastest.
*Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.
*Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.
*It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair. *When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.
*When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.
*When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.
*When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.
*When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction. *When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up. *When stress was addition and subtraction.
*When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over.
*When shaving cream was just meant for play.
*When a first kiss only lead to cooties.
*When Valentines Day meant cards for all.
*When birthdays were a class event.
*When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life.
*When the summer lasted forever
*When time didn't matter.
*When you didn't care if you got sick after dancing under the rain.
*When wearing overalls and pigtails were pretty cool.
*When decisions were made by the magic 8 ball or the eraser you had during gradeschool which had the words "YES" and "NO" engraved on both sides.
*When talking over the phone with someone for 12 hours didn't seem like 12 hours.
Back to reflecting...
Question #2: "Trina, what do you want?"
Answer: Fcuk...this is a tough one. I am certain with a few things, but there are other thoughts, wants and needs that are a little iffy. I'll let you know when I find the answer...when I'm a 100% sure. But then again, I doubt that I'll ever be a 100% sure about certain things. Pffft. Oh well. What can you do? That's life eh?
On a lighter note, I had a 7 hour break today and the adventure of my life. I'll tell you about that next time. hahaha I promise it's going to be one helluva story.
This is the result of pure boredome and my own personal vanity (I'm telling you, it kills):
Weeeird.
Sepia
I dunoe what this is, but I like it.
Answer: Fcuk...this is a tough one. I am certain with a few things, but there are other thoughts, wants and needs that are a little iffy. I'll let you know when I find the answer...when I'm a 100% sure. But then again, I doubt that I'll ever be a 100% sure about certain things. Pffft. Oh well. What can you do? That's life eh?
On a lighter note, I had a 7 hour break today and the adventure of my life. I'll tell you about that next time. hahaha I promise it's going to be one helluva story.
This is the result of pure boredome and my own personal vanity (I'm telling you, it kills):
Weeeird.
Sepia
I dunoe what this is, but I like it.
Just like a star across my sky.
Just like an angel off the page.
Just like an angel off the page.